wtf

Every so often clouds of melancholy gather in my brain and rain. And when it rains, it pours. The cause of the outburst this time were a few blogs that i happened to chance upon. With each good blog i read, i grow; smaller. I know not whether to gloat on the growing or lament on the deterioration. They express themselves so well, i am overpowered by awe. There are so many writers out there who have influenced me in so many ways. Its nice to keep knowing that there are ppl better than you out there. Helps raise the bar.

Most great blogs i happen to read have shades of grey. Pain hate, fear and revenge are always the most intense of emotions. No positive feeling can ever generate that intensity simply bcoz all good feelings set us free while negative feelings bind us down. Pain is an addiction. It pleases like nothing else. So does sadness actually make us happy ?

life can be like shit sometimes. and it will be. we cant expect ppl, friends or otherwise to think or feel like we want them to or for situations to be as we like. what we can do is decide how we react. There's the famous fwd mail example. Your kid accidentally spills coffee on you just when you are ready to go office. You can either scream your lungs out and spoil the day for everyone and regret your action a million times later or you can just change your shirt and go to office. All of us which is the wiser option, but how many of us actually do it? It is small things like these that make us better ppl. Ditto with all things bad that happen to us. We can keep on bleeding on them or brush them off and get on with life. Life's too good to miss out for loose change.

Dont try to make too much meaning of this post
wtf ! It doesnt matter
The only thing that matters is our choice
To live happy or not to.