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wtf

Every so often clouds of melancholy gather in my brain and rain. And when it rains, it pours. The cause of the outburst this time were a few blogs that i happened to chance upon. With each good blog i read, i grow; smaller. I know not whether to gloat on the growing or lament on the deterioration. They express themselves so well, i am overpowered by awe. There are so many writers out there who have influenced me in so many ways. Its nice to keep knowing that there are ppl better than you out there. Helps raise the bar.

Most great blogs i happen to read have shades of grey. Pain hate, fear and revenge are always the most intense of emotions. No positive feeling can ever generate that intensity simply bcoz all good feelings set us free while negative feelings bind us down. Pain is an addiction. It pleases like nothing else. So does sadness actually make us happy ?

life can be like shit sometimes. and it will be. we cant expect ppl, friends or otherwise to think or feel like we want them to or for situations to be as we like. what we can do is decide how we react. There's the famous fwd mail example. Your kid accidentally spills coffee on you just when you are ready to go office. You can either scream your lungs out and spoil the day for everyone and regret your action a million times later or you can just change your shirt and go to office. All of us which is the wiser option, but how many of us actually do it? It is small things like these that make us better ppl. Ditto with all things bad that happen to us. We can keep on bleeding on them or brush them off and get on with life. Life's too good to miss out for loose change.

Dont try to make too much meaning of this post
wtf ! It doesnt matter
The only thing that matters is our choice
To live happy or not to.

Happy World Music Day

How many times did it make u dance
How many times did it make u blue
How many times did it make u happy
How many times did it make u relax
How many times did it make u nostalgic
How many times did it make u dream
How many times did it make u smile

so many genres, so many artists
so much to listen, so much to feel

Is there anything else as special

Tag

I am thinking.... If life's a roller-coaster, where exactly am i right now!

I said.... "wtf"

I want.... to achieve nirvana

I wish... I had superpowers. Being normal is pretty boring

I miss.... not having one real passion in life

I hear.... voices in my head fooling with me all the time

I wonder.... what it would be like if i woke up as a different person in a different place { Consígame desayuno. Whoa! Sé hablar español } [:D]

I regret.... not beating up my old company Project Manager after resigning there

I am.... 2 different ppl living in a single body

I dance.... only when the whole bunch's drunk

I sing.... I dont

I cry.... like Katti gadu in Jagadam. (Nenu kodithe nuvvu kottanu antaventi)

I am not.... emotional. I am immune to all bad/sad feelings

I write.... with a veil over my mind

I confuse.... over what the bloody hell am i put here for ?

I need....50 lakhs without pay-back. Immediately. Hard cash preferred.

I should.... try drugs. Once. Just for the heck of it.

I finish... only things that need to be

and you, dear reader are tagged [:)]

Best moments

* To laugh until it hurts your stomach.
* To find mails by the thousands when you return from a vacation. [not the official ones]
* To go for a vacation to some pretty place.
* To listen to your favorite song in the radio.
* To go to bed and to listen while it rains outside.
* To have a hot water bath.
* To clear your last exam.
* To receive a call from someone, you don't see a lot, but you want to.
* To find money in a pant that you haven't used since last year.
* To laugh at yourself looking at mirror, making faces.
* Calls at midnight that last for hours.
* To laugh without a reason.
* To accidentally hear somebody say something good about you.
* To wake up and realize it is still possible to sleep for a couple of hours.
* To hear a song that makes you remember a special person.
* To be part of a team.
* To watch the sunset from the hill top.
* To make new friends.
* To feel butterflies in the stomach every time that you see that person.
* To pass time with your best friends.
* To see people that you like, feeling happy.
* See an old friend again and to feel that the things have not changed.
* To take an evening walk along the beach.
* To have somebody tell you that he/she loves you.
* To laugh .......laugh........and laugh ...... doing stupid things with friends.

All these are taken from a fwd mail that i recieved. Have you noticed how many of them are to do with laughter and love ?

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spiderman 3 sucks; big time. toby maguire should should get some counselling to stop listening all the time to old ladies who speak slower than they can walk. kirsten dunst; with her acting skills and those beautiful teeth can successfully bag some vampire movies. no kidding ! and sam riami ? hopeless dude. this was exactly what i was thinking 1 and a half hour into the movie.

ppl go to a superhero movie to idolise the hero, not the villian. i dont understand the point in getting such a handsome fella to play harry osborne - sensible and rich. why would any girl refuse him for peter parker? though given Mary Jane's EQ, that's highly possible. and the alien symbiote totally rocked. how careless of spidey was it to get rid of so dangerous a thing in so irresponsible a manner. he well deserved venom for his carelessness. after all "with great powers comes great responsibility" !

somehow aunt may behaved old too in the movie. given her age being somewhere in the 170's of course we dont expect her not to act senile. but come on, she was boring. which she wasnt in the previous 2 movies. what's with parker getting all senti whenever someone brings on anything abt uncle ben. dude, its been ages since that happened. we do have our sympathies, but get over it. you dont have to wring us dry every other movie.

now that all that could have been better is commented upon, its time we get to the better part of the movie. (yes, there actually are some good scenes!!). the climax, for instance manages to salvage some pride for the movie. how cool was it for a superhero to get some help for once. and sandman; happy that he wasnt killed. we all do mistakes. the only thing that matters is that we learn from them and get to be a better person. personally i think sandman should get his own comic strip in which he gets to play the hero. and the jazz club scene was good. parker's swagger and all. cool.

i wish next time someone makes a superhero movie, they realise that they are messing with millions of kids' minds out there, so they better do it with some responsibility. like not making heroes out of symbiotes and sissy's out of superheroes for starts.